Monday, September 22, 2008
true enough....
meeting giraffe was fate.
we taking the same combination was fate.
the way we click is fate.
getting to know him was my choice.
going out with him was my choice.
talking to him, smsing him and trying to bump into him was my choice.
but falling in love with him was not a choice.
i told myself a million times that he's dangerous and i shouldn't be silly.
i think negatively of the things he said so i can give up this piece of infatuation.
but why do i still love him?
and why did he tell me he wanted this song(if your heart's not in it for real-westlife) to be played in the background when he's going to get married?
and why did he tell me so surely his next girlfriend will be the one he'll marry?
why did he tell me he's going to marry young?
and why, why, why does he have to tell me he'll love his wife a lot in future and he'll let her do whatever she wants, and he'll not want kids and just wish to spend his life alone together with his wife?
i hate him. =(
Westlife - If Your Heart's Not In It Lyrics
I'm missing you Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me
I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me
I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
(And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind
(If your heart's not in it)
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
it is truely a nice song. but i think the lyrics are the things i wanna tell him instead.
-when are you
coming back? ;
